Friday, October 29, 2010

Great #TEDMED summary from @epatientDave on owning death: Sekou/Steve perform, Alexandra Drane on Engage With Grace

TEDMED on owning death: Sekou and Steve perform, Alexandra Drane on Engage With Grace

by e-Patient Dave on October 28, 2010

We talk a lot here about taking, owning, or reclaiming responsibility for our health and its care. If we ever update the e-patient white paper I want to include an area where we’re sometimes robbed of control at the most intimate time: death, and the months and years before.

Yesterday I posted about the Tuesday night opening by lung transplant recipient Charity Tillemann-Dick, who inspired us to a standing ovation. Wednesday opened with an even stronger response to a new performance by poet/performance artist Sekou and his partner Steve. I can best describe it as a powerful jazz poetry duet about our final years and the onset of death. Here’s a snapshot from Martha Stewart’s Tweetstream. (Yeah, that Martha.)

Trying to describe this experience is like trying to describe …. I don’t know, surfing? Swimming? A Rolling Stones song? The words are a feeble proxy – that’s why the TED and TEDMED videos are so great. They’ll be out in a few months. For now here’s my best shot. (Commenters who were there, help.)

They stood side by side. One at a time, then together, they launched a “tic, toc, tic, toc” that conveyed the unstoppable march of time as life goes by. Time after time they brought us to the end of life, then pulled back – to birth, to other stages, then back to the end, to “is this it?” and confronting the medicalizing of death, and wanting some sense of control. At least twice I thought it was over but they pulled back for another cycle, deeper and broader.

I’ve never seen a more emotionally compelling performance, especially in just 20 minutes. They swept up the audience, evoking feelings of being dragged toward death, but pulling back, wanting to own and direct the experience. They tied death to birth – both are natural (“they take care of themselves.” They made clear that our turf as empowered humans is to be responsible for what happens between – and not to let control be taken away.

At the end audience response was even stronger than Tuesday’s ovation: everyone leaped up at once. It was visceral; some cheered.

I was left with a clear, strong feeling that not only is my life mine, my death is too. I recalled Paul Grundy’s story here, two years this week, of his father’s overtreatment – a pacemaker inserted near the end that he’d specifically said he didn’t want. I thought of my own father, who was denied the death at home he’d wanted, because his long term care facility gave us half truths about hospice.

This is wrong. This steals our power from us, at the very end of life, sometimes for paternalistic reasons but too often for profit.

Bravo to Sekou and Steve. And they set the stage for another talk Thursday, by Alexandra Drane of Eliza Corp.

Alex shared the Engage With Grace story. Her sister-in-law “Za” died at 32, and through forceful family action was allowed to go home to die, where her young daughter was able to cuddle with her. Today the daughter, age 9, loves to be told again how she was the last thing her mother saw. She implored us to “have the talk” with family and friends, the five questions about our end of life wishes, and to have it now, long before we think we’ll need it.

This is my first TEDMED, and it’s different from other events this fall. It seems that TEDMED selects speakers who will amaze and compel. Tuesday night Charity did that, with how she defied death; Wednesday morning Sekou and Steve defined our right to own our death; this morning Alex Drane brought it home with a story of a death at an age not much more than Charity’s.

A lot is going on in healthcare, and a lot of people are drawn to different aspects. For me, nothing inspires more than people knowing themselves and being free to express it: “This is who I am, and this is how I want my life to go.” I didn’t expect this at TEDMED, but I’m sure looking forward to the videos.


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One Response to “TEDMED on owning death: Sekou and Steve perform, Alexandra Drane on Engage With Grace”

  1. Annie Stith says:

    Hey, Dave!

    Wow. That sounds SO powerful.

    Having control is precisely why I have my “end of life” legal documents set up the way I do.

    I have seen, too many times, how emotion overtakes a designated Power of Attorney and they make decisions that are against the stated wishes of the patient. My almost-father-in-law just had this happen a year ago. With half a lung taken by cancer years before and a bad heart, pneumonia was particularly rough for him. After going on and off a ventilator three times, he’d had enough. He told the doc he wanted a DNR order, specifically saying he didn’t want to go on the ventilator again. He also told Mom and my ex, named as Co-Powers of Attorney.

    When it came down to it at his next crisis, tho, they couldn’t let go and had him put back on the ventilator. He was SO pissed when he came to! His last days were spent angry and rebellious, pulling off everything he could get his hands on (feeding tube, IV, cardiac leads…) until they had to strap him down.

    My BFF went thru the same thing with his wife about five years ago, giving in to the emotional begging by her relatives and making decisions against her wishes.

    I have no Power of Attorney. In my Health Care Directive, I designate that two physicians must agree that there is no treatment that will be “life saving” as opposed to “life supporting” or “life extending.” One of the docs making the decision MUST be my PCP.

    Then there are four pages of an Attachment, where I specifically answer “yes or no” questions about specific situations that help the docs understand what I consider “life saving, life extending and life supporting.”

    I couldn’t do this without the excellent relationship with my PCP. He’s been partnering with me about my care for years now. I made that clear on my first visit with him, and if he hadn’t agreed I would have gone elsewhere. I’d just been thru a fiasco where my (then) PCP overprescribed both a narcotic painkiller and a muscle relaxer for nearly a year, and I was addicted to both to the point my brain was CREATING PAIN so I’d take the meds all the time instead of PRN. I didn’t find out until I was going to get an epiural and the doc at the hospital caught it. Not my PCP, not my pharmacist, not the neurosurgeon who recommended the epidural.

    At any rate, I’ve been an e-patient ever since. And I will continue to be, even at death.


    (DISCLAIMER: Each state’s laws may be different regarding “end of life” documents. It’s best to consult with an attorney about your state’s laws.)



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